now i decide who stays

real friend is where i seek comfort

will honor the diamonds

Over♔Out (⌐■_■) farah AJ

not all politician is a statesman

I watched Killing Lincoln..another production by Tony & Ridley Scott. Aired on National Geographic channel. Became fond of President Lincoln after a scene in Richmond (that is after he abolished slavery). One thing that draws a line between politician and statesman

The production have created the assassination scene well. Full of emotion. A surgeon from the army was there and gave emergency help. I somehow have a mixed feeling about John Wilkes Booth. Love his country so much to the extend opposing abolition.

As Mr. Lincoln and his son walked the streets of Richmond, one group of newly freed slaves cried out, "Glory Hallelujah!", and fell to their knees before Mr. Lincoln.  It was here the President paused, and motioned for them to rise. "Don't kneel to me," he told them, "You must kneel only to God, and thank him for your freedom. Liberty is your birthright.  God gave it to you as he gave it to others, and it is a sin that you have been deprived of it for so many years."

http://www.sonofthesouth.net/slavery/abraham-lincoln/abraham-lincoln-richmond.htm
Over♔Out (⌐■_■) farah AJ

learn from Nazis

Lately...i always slept on the couch. Perhaps not much of interesting movie could make me stay awake. Tonight I gained insight from 'Valkyrie'. Persistence is a virtue...I reckon ppl might misunderstood persistent ppl. The arts of pertinacity: follow the truth..... how to know if you're on the right track? Imagine you would die tomorrow. Will you able to answer Munkar Nakir? Will Rasulullah recognize you?  

This is my fav quote.

Ihr trugt die Schande nicht.
Ihr wehrtet euch.
Ihr gabt das große ewig wache Zeichen der Umkehr,
opfernd Euer heißes Leben für Freiheit, Recht, und Ehre.

You did not bear the shame.
You resisted.
You bestowed the eternally vigilant symbol of change
by sacrificing your impassioned lives for freedom, justice and honor.

Would love to visit Berlin one day as I was amazed by the German resistance. Perhaps that is the attitude that put Mercedes- Benz all around the globe today. 
Over♔Out (⌐■_■) farah AJ

durian soft diet: bad choice

Bought musang king today since durian crepe yesterday was not enough to curb my craving. Rm16/kg in kampung jawa. a fren said can get rm12/kg in padang jawa. Anyway...i don't think I would go into a traffic jam just for a durian. I rather buy durian in front of my house- easy and lazy. I know eating durian alone is no fun but I need a peace of mind before exam. Eat it and forget it.

My dilemma started after i had toothache (new power chain for brackets) but still chomping on durian (soft diet lorr). Now I'm afraid to take paracetamol. While i'm searching for pcm and durian reaction I finished the other half of durian. Now I gotta sleep and forget about the pain. Will ask my pharmacist fren if the myth of mixing durian and paracetamol is true.....update later!!
Update: i saw my gp online and show her this journal. So we agreed that durian and paracetamol is not immortal enemy but advisable to drink a lot of water though. Easy right. Any intoxication just keep charcoal tablet in handy (this one is just a piece of my mind). Then i can put durian into my soft diet list...next after savory oat porridge.
PS: PLS CONSULT YOUR DOCTOR. IF YOU HAVE ANY MEDICAL PROB DON'T TRY THIS.

enjoy every bits. 100% good

Over♔Out (⌐■_■) farah AJ

getting rid of acne

One day I was at the post office paying utility bills then came this one lady talking to me. I was being nice (enjoy a chitchat coz waiting in post office is like...boooring) but who knows she wants to sell me a collagen that cost rm91!! Acne prone skin and recurrent acne does not only attract interleukin and cytokines but it attracts a bussiness woman too. I wish she know how much i have in my pockets rm100- rm55 (electricity)= rm45 *that is my money for food*

People from MLM always said we just do sharing and help others with their problem. If you want to help...you shouldn't be offering poor people a luxury product. With limited amount of money do i need a collagen? i'd rather have eggs/ fish which is cheaper, filling, tastier, abundant and natural. If i have a lot of money i would just go for collagen shot....not collagen drink.

Getting rid of acne is always a battle for me. Clear skin is a journey not a destination. Since we are alive our body is undergoing constant change due to internal and external factor. First a normal skin will produce sebum. If we don't clean face thoroughly sebum will clog pores, become white heads/ blackheads-- came bacteria it will inflame and cause acne.

Acne is inflammation of the sebaceous (oil) glands of the skin At first there is excessive sebum production due to the action of androgen. These glands become blocked (blackheads and whiteheads) due to increased keratinisation of the sebaceous duct. The bacteria in the sebum produce lipases with the resultant free fatty acids, thus provoking inflammation. [Murtagh].

see i don't have acne

Things that works to REDUCE the flare up of acne:

1. Clean face before sleep religiously. I learnt from a dermatologist-to-be: clean face with mild cleanser, tone, moisturize + invest in good sunblock. From my experience no matter how pricey your skin care is IF it's the time of the month acne will come anyway. So I am more comfortable using drugstore product now. Choose something that you can use constantly.
2. Change pillow case often
3. Wash the powder puff, make up brush-- bacteria loves 'em
4. Exercise- exercising will help to flush toxin from the body, produce more endorphins you'll be happier. i think that's why i feel my skin looks better as i exercise often.
5. Sleep- get enough of it. 6-8 hours recommended. I asked my GP to recommend a skincare coz she have a flawless skin. however she said it's genetic. in fact she doesnt use high end product. She told me to work on my sleep pattern (i admit it's a mess)...if i dont get enough sleep i would get recurrent acne on my cheek.

Acne already occured. What to do?

1. Pop it. my O&G specialist (for the record she is a person who teach me O&G) said acne is a pus. pus need incision and drainage. Apparently that works for her.You can pop the zits but make it aseptic. Wash face with warm water (bathing with warm water is awesome)--> Clean the zits area with alcohol--> pop it with clean hand, clean q-tip--> squeze until blood comes out (adequate drainage lorr)
2. Oxy10. During raya eve i got a humongous zits. Since I can't go to pharmacy (you know KT town..jengg krengg) i bought Oxy 10% Benzoyl peroxide lotion from 7E. Works wonders to shrink the zits. Combination of pop the zits PLUS clear the pores work just fine for me.

 

serve the people, not the system

Kata dokter dalam Iron Man "That is an electromagnet, connected to a car battery. to prevent the shrapnel from entering your atrium"

Awat tak pakai IVC filter je. Manual...xyah susah2 Iron Man dok pikul bateri tu.Hg dok tgk filem tu jugak pasai apa? *auditory hallucination*Sebab nak tengok tony stark yang dashing ala sivaji the boss bila memandu Audi R8 GT. Looking at how great his abs was just makes me think about HIIT. At least this movie got conscience. When you're wrong...admit & fix it. Not that Combat Hospital ppl which thinks they're doing a favor as long as they are serving the military system.

apabila roket korea utara meletup

Keinginan negara bangsa ini membina roket and senjata nuklear adalah kuat sekali. Kepimpinan mendiang diktator Kim Jong-Il tidak perlu dibanggakan namun kemajuan satu sosok dari blok Asia ini wajar diberi pujian. Berbekalkan sekatan ekonomi dan sekatan ilmu.....waima diperangi oleh kuasa besar dunia mereka sudah mampu membina roket (walaupun meletus sebelum sempat sampai ke orbit). 

Kegagalan ini bersifat sementara. Setelah diperhalusi mana silap dan salahnya adalah tidak mustahil jika Korea Utara mampu duduk sebaris dengan kelab persenjataan dunia dan meninggalkan negara2 picisan yang memerli kegagalannya hari ini. Cerita ini harus difahami agar kita tidak berhenti berevolusi dan meninggalkan kapal yang Titanic yang bakalan karam. 

Kejayaan motokar Jepun hari ini bertitik tolak dari penarikan produknya dari pasaran. Tentulah jalan ke masa depan tidak begitu payah sekira bersedia untuk lebih kreatif, pragmatik dan praktikal.
*quoted some from Subky Latif & Hassan Hayastani, inspired by them* p/s: never laugh at others coz u'll never know who gonna get the last laugh, plisss....looks bad on you

Eeny, meeny, miny, mouse

fluff up my life

i've developed a new routine. Watching Dog Whisperer almost everyday. I grow fond of the show as it takes me to address my behavior when cesar millan point out the dog's behavior. love the comedy side too (some obsessing tissue so much, some froze and don't wanna finish the walk)

Your response to surrounding will vibrate through ur pets. So dog's behavior is the mirror of the owner self. Problem addressed and need to be corrected. Perhaps this is the reason why i cant stay put in vet faculty. They love animal so much until they tend to blame people...No matter how cute a pet can be, raising kids is far more satisfactory. My love for my own species are getting stronger these days. 

Living alone wouldnt be that lonesome if i have a pet but do i want to share my money for food? absolutely not. Having a cat ingesting a fur ball as i dont clean my house like bree van de kamp would be bothersome. Plus I dont think i wanna go back using inhaler again p/s: my mom banned all fluffy and furry toys since then.

a tale of feline whisperer
My friend kept this one cute stray cat in our dorm. I took a chance to overcome my fear by being nice to the kitty *bad experience with grandma cat's*. Perhaps i pet her too much, compensating my rascal attitude towards them before. Eventually i had a very bad cough throughout my PMR exam which is very embarassing. Sometimes i sound like whooping. 

what i think abt pet--> it's so fluffy i'm gonna die

meet my imaginary pack

this is mugsy. he help me out at the barn. chase the culprit who tried to steal our chicken. cesar said german shepherd is too much for a beginners...certainly not for my brain to handle. 

Dont turn away

Pheww i dont know why but i feel blessed lately especially today. Theres a time people seems to give you hard time and all your effort are like flushed down the toilet. I just wanna say keep toiling your effort cause if you've tried hard enough then you should be grateful that God had given you an opportunity to prove yourself.

posted by a friend & i keep this as my wallpaper. source HERE

We are who we think we are
when people giving you hard time just think:

• i can do this, i know what was i thinking, think for success, then a good outcome will be yours
• pity people who dont know how to make others happy
• you still have to be happy cause you know how was it like to live your live without being uptight(again it depends on how you define happy life)

I rant my life as great when i have the best of both worlds, dunia wal akhirah. Workaholic is not my virtue, prof muhaya also on the same page as me. I dont think workaholic would live long. I want to be remembered as a people's people with good words, good energy and makes others happy. Yeah i count family, friends, workout and backyard chicken in my circle of happiness

my accomplishment today:done working out, i eat complex carbo for dinner (boiled sweet potato) and i read few topics. Best of all i know i'm not a loser.

foxhole

I've been in OnG department for about 5 weeks now. Generally i can say our country provides a good care to the people if its not the best. At least the public hospital wont turn the patient away. they'll manage as best as they could. The vid about maternal mortality in sierra leone worries me. If appointed gov cant take care of the people then there's nothing much the people can do. Poor people doesnt have a choice except going after an untrained personnel. The healthcare personnel doesnt have a choice except leaving the country for a paid job outside. Cant blame them either coz they also have a mouth to feed. The most potent solution is a strong political will by a good politician. Are there any good politician left on this earth?

pls watch Blood Diamond. Humanely in love

why people became short or pendek

I want to teach a big NO in conversation. Don't ask question like "why you are so short" coz it's like asking a punch straight to your trachea.

Facts that i got from korean documentary~ Korean are the tallest Asian. After years of economic success Korean got to have best food and best education system (which include exercise) to exploit the gene to its fullest. However current trends show that Korean kids are not as tall as their parents. Some researcher said this could be caused by the gene cycle itself and the youngsters are repeating the growth pattern as same as their ancestors.

Factors that interfere with your body ability to get taller:

Obesity

Fat cell interfere growth hormone functions. That’s why we can see obese child might be the tallest in primary school but after puberty they didn’t grow tall much.

Sexual prematurity

Early maturity leads to early cessation of growth progress. After puberty a female will have more fat tissue and sex hormones will promotes early closure of growth plate. 1-2 years after puberty growth will stop.

• Puberty 1 year early: lack 5cm
• 2 years early: lack 10cm
• 3 tears early: lack 15cm

Lack of vitamin D

Vitamin D will make calcium absorption more efficient. Any insult to vitamin D absorption will disrupt bone growth

Determinants of your heights:

Genetic: 70- 80%
Environment: 20- 30%, exercise|diet|

Biases

Taller people have more money, better social life, better looks (undeniable) but if we focus on our strength rather than our weakness we would able to understand that we are special in our very own way. It is a loss if we only embrace the looks and not the person inside.

How to Get Taller

For teenager that still growing, my advice is exercise and get enough sleep as exercise will help soften your muscle and helps body to respond (increasing heights) better. Growth hormone will be produced by your body during sleep especially in deep sleep.

I wish there is person telling me this and give me growth hormone shot when my growth plate has'nt close yet. I'm not going to get illiazarov done to my precious lower limbs (those are the limbs that help me to do squat and get the kim K booty).

Be the best version of yourself!

Embracing the Napoleon Heights

People love to say how come the younger sis is taller. Well i dont wanna start a lecture on genetic studies. Actually i'm over it, still feels I would be happier with a better height (perhaps like Kate Moss) but it doesnt mean i would sacrifice anything that i've already got. Duhh many people are tall but lack of common sense, or dont even think the way i do (i think i'm not distorted) so i think God have been good to me. Physical appeal is important but it needs to come as a package. i banned shallowness. judge and grade people purely on physical appearance like human were just about numbers height, body fat, money.

Napoleon is shorter than the ground but taller than the sky

bukankah ibumu telah berpesan

Anak2nya itu tidaklah dungu. Punya pekerjaan yang baik di lembah kelang dan berkereta besar. Rumahnya pun besar, besarlah dari rumah2 di jalan demang 7. Namun perihal ibunya seorang ini tidak pernah di ambil kisah. Sudah berkali-kali ibunya itu merengek meminta pulang. Bahkan ketika mereka mengambilnya dari kampung orang tua itu ternyata berat hati. Namun dek kerana mahu menjaga hati anak dan menantu, akhirnya orang tua itu menurut.

Aku pun hairan, apa salahnya dibiarkan orang tua itu di kampung. Menantu di kampung sanggup menjaganya, rumah peninggalan almarhum suaminya masih elok dan paling penting jiwanya tenang di kampung. Rumah depan kubur yang penuh dengan kenangan hidup bersama suami dan membesarkan anak-anak. Tempat yang tinggi nilai sentimental dan memberikan nilai percaya diri. Mengapa perlu diragut satu2nya 'harta' orang tua itu. Kali terakhir aku melihat orang tua itu gembira di rumahnya, berjalan2 menggunakan walking frame. Selera makannya juga baik, ubat kencing manis dan darah tinggi juga tidak pernah putus.

Seminggu sebelum orang tua itu meninggal aku menziarahnya di bumi asing jauh dari rumah depan kubur. Tubuh itu terbaring lemah, hanya suara nafas dari mulutnya yang aku dengar. Serangan angin ahmar ke-2 membuatnya hilang sadar. Tidak dibawa ke hospital sama sekali, bahkan menantunya mencurah segelas air ke mulut itu. Pasti mati kelemasan getus hatiku. Menurut kitab2 telahanku hilang sadar seharusnya dirawat dirumah sakit, ditebuk kerongkongnya agar pernafasannya lancar. Tiub Ryle's dihidung untuk laluan makanan dan air. Kalau benar kamu menyayangi orang tua itu DO NO HARM.

Melihatkan tubuhnya yang kembang2 akhirnya nenek itu menghembuskan nafas terakhir selepas beberapa bulan hidup di rumah yang tidak berjiwa. Aku doakan agar beliau menemui ketenangan abadi di sana. Apakan daya, hendak ku panggil jkm aku bimbang nenek tersadai di rumah kebajikan(birokrasi di Malaysia sering membantutkan niat murni). Hendak ku bawa lari ke kampung bimbang pula mendapat rekod jenayah baru.

Orang meninggal di US pun berkubur di kampung, apalah sangat kalau meninggal di lembah kelang. Sebaiknya penuhilah wasiat orang tua itu. Kembalikanlah jasadnya ke kampung kalau pun kamu tidak mampu menyayanginya semasa beliau bernyawa. Jasad itu berkubur di bumi asing jua. Bukankah ibumu telah berpesan kuburkan jasadnya di kampung, tanah kubur depan rumah. Diimamkan solat jenazahnya oleh anak saudaranya sendiri. Jangan kau mengeluh jika dihidupmu tidak bahagia kerana derhaka kepada ibu azabnya pasti terlihat di dunia.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

SALAH & SILAP HARAP DIMAAFKAN

SAYANGILAH ORANG TUA KITA SELAGI MEREKA MASIH BERNYAWA

weekend stash

First, I came up with a stamp to put on my so called copyright picture ^^  

2nd- I miss working out, burning calories and have all the muscle aching. Sweating out the toxin and have a big gulp of H2O is the best part. But this weekend i have no intention on having a physical sprint instead i made a korean drama marathon, Cinderella Stepsister.

Thoughts mutter to my mind what if through this whole life I've been living with distorted belief. What if I perceive life differently? I wonder to what extent we have to embrace differences and pluralism. When I reached at two diverged roads in the woods I’m glad I have values to hold on to. Islam taught me values. Environment help me understand human connotation of values and education help me to mesh those elements into something iedetic to my mind. 

3rd- I recommend watching this drama. It’s about collision between 2 groups of people. One (Hyo Seon and her dad) side is well-mannered, have everything and compassionate while the other side is a people who are smart yet parasitic (Eun Jo and her mom). Watching the traditional maekgeolli (rice wine) making was so joyful while seeing the family ups and down let me goes into emotional incontinence.

Kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga. Kerana seketul yis, menapailah air beras itu menjadi arak.

KL-K.trg: i dont enjoy the land route

Its already Ramadhan and we will come to Syawal without realizing how fast time flies. Ever since my parents moved to Trg travelling there by car definitely not my cuppa tea. Last time my dad would drive and we were travelling with a bigger cc ride. If i'm about to do the same with my CLK cute lil kelisa i'm afraid i'm gonna lost my nerve once i get to kuantan. 
Let me tell you the problem to Terengganu:

By bus
if you travel at broad daylight, the bus probably will be real slow (avoid the speedtrap), some bus don't even care about stopping for solat. I've been in a situation where i am the last person on board because i went for solat
Travel at night: the bus would be too fast. Some people dont even have nerve to sleep

By car

If i'm driving skyline gtr i wouldnt mind driving there on my own. but with a small cc car and the highway that only stop at Cherating i should think thousand times. I cant overtake the lorry that pass by or a car that travel real slow like there's no hustle in life. best word to describe 'em is makan angin. I hate people slowing me down. With that attitude i dont think i should drive alone plus i am unable to get my caffeine booze (puasa lah katakan).

Aviation
My fav transport. Just wanna have easy breezy life. Travelling fast is one of it. My knee would hurt if i sit too long, orthopedic said 'theatre sign'. However the flight ticket would cost me a fortune (*_*)

Below are my request to merlin or godfather wherever you are:

• pls finish the Second East-West highway that by-passing bukit payung. already near to my house. I heard it suppose to finish by May 2011. Latest info said June 2012. 
• If you cant do that pls give me some raya promo ticket. I dont need private jet....firefly just nice.

I WISH I HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO MAKE LIFE EASIER

Dreaming Capacity

I was a happy child. Lead a bubbly childhood where i went playing around with bugs but not cat coz mom said cat it will worsen my cough. I learnt how to give up the tricycle and make friends, best part of all i got to speak like sarawakian. Its cool! Being part of borneo a place that was totally different from my kampung. When i was child everything seem so easy, go to school, read storybooks then you're top in the class. Dream? I have lots of them

my first passport ever

As i progress to secondary i realize things are not that easy. Have to study and make notes to be excellent. Therefore i never be excellent. I blame it on my adjustment disorder(i wish i could warn myself, prescribe ssri and psycoeducation). I noticed i gain weight a lot during high school despite all the tiring life that i had. Having surrounded by rigid disciplinary life i realize i dont dream anymore. That time i dont know what to believe and wish i would leave the boarding school....soon.

I came to do diploma bc my spm is not good. In upm, i regained dreaming capacity back. I'm able to have a cool life events and socialize better. Idk but having to 'mingle' around cow and goats or even aquaculture creature gives me satisfaction in life. At least i know where my steak came from or kind of stuff do they give to my chicken (which end up in our dinner plate). This was the point of life where being educated and high skilled labor are equally important.

Right now i believe that i should continue dreaming. Viva, medical school- dreamt about it before even though i kept slacking off in high school and feel suxx about my image. The malays idiom says angan2 mat jenin, but if you don't dream you can't even visualize. Therefore causing inability to make a good plan and judgement.

I strongly feel that we must dream. My sis went to one of a workshop 'Law of Attraction from Islamic perspective'. It is surprising that our religion also acknowledge  dreaming/ visualization because its awaken your subconscious mind. It also applied to finding life partner<--that's what i'm talking about.

Currently i'm reading a book from Aldiko....The Secret:Law of Attraction by Daniel Wahlstrom. Just arrived at first chapter. My fav phrase so far....

The Secret is nothing less than the science of how thought interacts with quantum physics to create our experiences. You don't have to understand it. You just have to do it.

KEEP DREAMING! DREAM HIGH~

xoxo farah AJ 

Sayangi Anak2 Kecil

Wad paediatrik bagai memberi satu cerminan masyarakat kita sekarang dan juga 20-30 tahun yang mendatang. Ada anak2 yang sakit kerana penyakit tak kurang juga yang sakit kerana disakiti oleh penjaga. Disakiti tidak bermaksud penderaan fizikal semata malah pengabaian/neglect adalah antara satu bentuk penderaan.

Mengasuh
justeru peranan ibu bapa SANGAT penting. Melihat ibu bapa melaksana parenting ala pukul dan jerit bikin hati aku panas. Walaupun belum punya anak sendiri aku yakin di zaman moden ini anak2 perlu di layan dengan cerdik. Kalau mereka diperbudak, maka perangai mereka juga akan menjadi kebudak-budakan.  

setelah melihat anak2 istimewa di wad, tidak dapat tidak aku terfikir bagaimanakah masa depan mereka. mendidik mereka sudah tentu payah. sekali lagi ibu bapa berperanan menjaga dan membentuk adik beradik lain agar menyayangi si anak istimewa ini kerana kita harus faham ibu bapa tidak akan selamanya di situ. Mudah-mudahan mereka tidak disakiti.
 

Anak normal namun ibu bapanya?
Anak yang normal pun tidak mampu mengekploitasi potensi baka-nya jika tidak terdidik dengan sepatutnya. Hal menjadi lebih rumit jika anak hilang father or mother figure. Komplikasi perpisahan ibu bapa walau terlihat mudah namun memberi impak seumur hidup buat si anak. Setelah menyaksikan banyak komplikasi broken family dan dysfunctional family aku fikir 

• keputusan berkahwin atau bercerai itu perlu disusuli dengan pelan sepanjang hayat.
• menjadi ibu bapa itu memerlukan kecerdikan dan kapasiti tertentu

Hachiko: Celebrating man’s best friend

Minggu ini penuh dengan memori anjing2 yang comel dan fluffy. Usai memonton 2 versi filem Hachiko iaitu Hachiko A Dog Story (2009) dan Hachiko Monogatari (1987). Versi Hollywood ternyata pandai merobek emosi hingga bengkak mata saya pagi ni. Sungguh tidak adil, anjing yang tiada dialog dan tidak menangis telah membuatkan saya menangis. Versi Jepun ternyata membuatkan penonton merasa lebih dekat dengan Hachiko. Sifat penyayang Professor Ueno Hidesaburὅ dan masyarakat sekitar Shibuya membuatkan anda mahu menonton lagi dan lagi.

Pemandangan sebelum perang dunia ke-2 di Jepun sungguh mengasyikkan. Terasa mahu turut sekali menaiki tren Jepun zaman itu mungkin untuk membandingkan perkhidmatan KTM dan Jepun di zaman 20-an. Kematian Professor Ueno mungkin hanya mewakili 30% klimaks sahaja tetapi kehidupan Hachiko selepas ketiadaan tuan-nya membuatkan hati lebih tersentuh(*sorry, might be cyclical). Hachi kembali setiap hari ke stesen keretapi Shibuya selama 10 tahun. Walaupun tidak pernah memakai jam tangan namun Hachi sentiasa menepati masa.  

Sungguh hati tak tahan melihat Hachi terabai selepas pemergian Professor Ueno. Hachiko bertukar tuan dari si polan hingga si polan dan akhirnya ia memilih untuk hidup sendiri; menanti saban hari di stesen Shibuya. Tiada sesiapa yang boleh menyayangi Hachiko sebaik Proffesor Ueno, I know how you feel Hachi. People always say goodbye to Hachi, I guess Benjamin Button would have the same complaint like Hachi.

Doggy and me

My first encounter with dog is during I was 10 years old while I was carrying my sister on my bike. My mom said “Enough already, let’s come home” but of course I refused and want to cycle few more laps. When I was about to enter the gate I noticed there’s a puppy following me…yikes. I shouted and glad my father heard me. He chase the pup away effortlessly “He’s just being playful you see” he smiled.

Diploma daze: The 2^nd encounter is during practical session in small animal unit. Prof Thilaga will get mad if students make a fuss about holding a dog. So I just take the challenge and was actually carrying it…umm maybe I’m kinda hug it. Since the dog is cooperative I left the unit without any scratch.

I remembered one unpleasant memory with dog. I was in small animal unit for a practical session never had breakfast and Noddy (the dog) don’t even bathe I’m not sure for how long. His smell was so nauseating. Perhaps I’m gonna go unconscious if I hadn’t left the lab soon. Actually I don’t mind going LOC but to lie down in a dog place is so uncool.   

Dengan izin Allah

I’m not an animal lover. My mom afraid of cats, every time I play with cat I got a severe cough. Not even one good memory with those furry creatures. But in my heart I still love a dog….to be specific the Akita breed. You see all dogs goes to heaven namun konsep Syurga dan Neraka bagi manusia tentulah berbeza kerana manusia itu berakal. 

taken from my all time fav anime Honey & Clover ep22

my bro love this dog cause it bark weirdly *adorable

most dog owner tend to be generous 

Leader is Miwako-san best friend, they seems to connect well

things that i should have done 3 days ago

Cuti adalah antara momen2 bahagia. tak kiralah cuti sekolah, cuti perayaan atau cuti hujung minggu i'm a fan of those. Selepas masak ayam panggang ala-kenny rogers alangkah sentapnya melihat tarikh presentation RP jumaat ni (11 Mac)!! weehuu sila kira kalau hari ini 7 hb-8-9-10-11 POFFF~ i'm out from my Never Land, actually it indicates i'll be out soon

berikut adalah perkara yang sepatutnya saya buat sebelum merasa sakit hati yang amat mendalam

1. menghilangkan diri dari bumi selangor alang2 dah dapat cuti
2. memalsukan kematian.....sekurang2nya tidak akan dibebankan dengan emel2 lalat yang tidak efisyen komunikasinya
3. deactivate facebook~ seperti yang pernah dilakukan seorang sahabat. how cool is that!dianggap tidak wujud di FB dan muncul semula bila masanya sesuai. semua maklumat tidak akan sampai dan anda tidak akan dipersalahkan
4. jangan top-up kredit. it shud give me the feeling that i'm innocent if don't respond to any query

holiday for a research?

now i'm stuck and suck

why do i make a fuss about my job? coz i was promised a holiday and i want my damn holiday