My Assignment-Short Movie

The video titled Global Warming in Media. Actually I blindly pick the topic coz "MEDIA" sounds awesome. I have to do this for Community Medicine. So my group leader said "clip sikit2 pun dah ok sebagai penutup je" I was thinking about showing my class the Al-Gore speech on eleventh hour but i'm sure it's gonna put the whole class to sleep. Besides download and show is kind of too easy. 


Since presentation day is the day when everyone is putting up with crap OR come for the sake of marks+attendance i think i should think myself as an audience. Then, i watched few youtube videos and decided....I'm gonna learn & practice how to use Windows Movie Maker right now!


Well this is the finalized clip. I'm happy when my group members were satisfied. Of course shud coz they looks good in the vid ;) I left creativity long time ago so this is the time i feel i'm a colorful person again.

Angry Kid

I heard kids in my neighborhood fighting. They fight over a balloon. The loud boy really agitate me. I just want a peaceful n boring weekend- full stop. Angry boy reminds me the day while i was baby sitting my younger siblings. It takes a lot of my free time and playtime. I'm filled with anger when my needs were compromised. Those days i throw tantrums or stuff. I don't see any any difference now. Well maybe blogging can lessen my anger after i let people know how i feel.

As I grow older and wiser *i guess my needs and desire had become even more complex. I want to be understood in return when I understand people. Like I want to have an oatmeal but if oat is not served with banana i'll retreat. Or I was thinking about looking around MAC store with someone but decided not going there anymore when she had purchased her stuff without me.

The truth is it's hard being angry. Tiring, cutting off my viable years and wash away the glow on my face. I just cant help being angry when my desire have been compromised or people who'd suppose to understand me didn't deliver. So it's a day called I'M NOT PUTTING UP WITH CRAP. I'm getting myself some pleasure even tho people who'd really care abt me is dead.

school didn't teach how to find a partner

I received loads of wedding invitation lately...most of ‘em are my friend. Congrats to all. Many questions been lingering around my head. But these bangs my head the most:

-Should a partner have the same career like you?

-To what extent you will tolerate gap between you and your partner?e.g between rich & poor.....beauty & beast, boss & employee, teacher & student

A friend said make a list of pro’s-con’s and choose. But i dont think choosing a partner is purely quantitative, there’s some part are rather qualitative like:
> Rich+handsome+jerk
>Poor+sweet+ mr.nice guy
 >Rich+not so handsome+so-so

I’m sure different person will opt for different answer coz right or wrong it’s all on you.

used to love cooking

Once upon a time in middle of my busy schedule i always cooking. Cook eventhou i know i have exam. Basically i’ll cook whenever i have to. Only do take away thingy when i really couldnt cook. I cooked before i went for lecture.... have ‘em wrap nicely and brought it to the hospital after class. During Ramadhan I’m already cooking at 7 a.m. Its all for my dear brother. He dont feel like eating hospital food after chemo, so i’ll prepare whatever he feels like eating.

Few years ago this is what i felt when i prepare food........I want to make a healthy and delicious food for my brother to eat. I want him to heal and gets better with my food. I expect that my food will give comfort to him. And of course he is my num 1 fan, never complaint and enjoy my cooking wholeheartedly.

Now it’s been 2 years he left us. All my feelings towards cooking also slacking off. I just dont have the drive to cook healthy food with passion anymore. I’m a kinda express person nowadays. Perhaps my current schedule+situation didnt permits me to cook like housewife.

saya fan berat hassan hayastani

Walaupun bukan ahli dalam bidang falsafah...setiap bait ayatnya membuat aku berfikir. Paling tidak menggamit perhatian dek kecanggihannya memperindah bahasa. Berikut diceduk dari FB hassan hayastani.

Cuplikan: Al-Quran, Surah Saba’: 15).

William R. Roff (1974) telah memperlukiskan identiti orang Kelantan sebagai: “The Islamic State of Kelantan, in the north-east corner of mainland Malaysia bordering southern Thailand, has existed as a locus of power in the peninsular for the least a thousand years.”

Ini disokong oleh Pendeta Prof. Ismail Hussein (1989) yang turut mencatat di Kelantan sudah lama tumbuh suatu penghidupan keintelektualan dan kesusasteraan yang sama suburnya, yang sedikit diketahui orang hari ini.

Malah Kelantan turut disebut dalam kebanyakan tulisan kesusasteraan awal, dengan menghadirnya tokoh-tokoh besar yang disenyapkan lantaran sikap politiknya seperti Kadir Adabi, Yusuf Zaki dan lain-lain.

Sebagai seorang pemastautin sementara di negeri Kelantan (kurang lebih 2 bulan), saya melihat orang2 kelantan ini sangat cinta akan seni budaya. Dikir barat berkembang sepert aliran hip-hop Amerika. Ke mana sahaja mereka pergi mereka tidak pernah lupa akan makanan dan dialek. Contoh mudah sila kira restoran makanan kelantan di tempat tinggal anda.

Kekaguman saya tidak terhenti di situ. Kuasa mereka merubah landskap politik negara yang saya kira hanya tercapai dengan ilmu dan kesedaran adalah antara perkara yang perlu dicontohi. Tidak dapat tidak saya bersetuju bahawa mereka telah merasai banyak perubahan positif yang tidak terdapat negeri lain.

thanx a million friend...LOVE the books

yesterday was like a phbbtttt day for me. wait....actually everytime i met a new specialist the crises of inadequacy will recur. neway i need to get out from my routine, take a break from my everyday friend and meet another friend & gain a new perspective, go HOME and READ.

To kay kamal...all your books have reached a new home. I'll be so happy to adopt them for a while *wink.