I want to be a philantrophist

Recently i visited a widow in my kampong, her husband died 2weeks ago because of IHD. She had 3 sons, no job and hubby dont have a pension. When i was sitting on the couch one of the son came and actually rub my ring. He seemed enchanted with the diamonds. Deep down inside i felt sorry for him. Sorry kiddo i can't do much coz i’m in debt & have many things to do with my limited money. By choosing career in medical field i hope that i can do things differently as i have a better access to human.

Social illness arise from poverty

I’m really afraid of being poor and peniless. I know the Prophet is not a richman but he had a pure soul which is protective.Didn’t mean to look down on lower economic social class but it’s true. When you have no money you tend to save everything for yourself, you don’t care about others and even worst you do everything (legal or illegal) for survival, people can use you easily to fullfill their goal, you have poor access to healthcare and education and can’t afford to buy house in a good neighborhood. It’s like the chain of infection.

If money is not an issue

I hope that i can help my friend or anyone who are in need. I want them to have a better future by helping them finding their own fishing rod. I remember talking to a mother that looks after her daughter in ward. The daughter had drank organophosphate in attempt of suicide simply because she don’t feel loved. She don’t feel loved when her father can’t afford to buy her a handphone/ provides a computer at home. Daughter start to mingle around inapropriate friends and escaped school. The family is in debt and about to loose their house cause the father who’d work as a technician failed to pay mortgage for 3 months. Mother didn’t work and can’t read, father is the sole bread winner. 

I wish that government will work more efficiently or shud we just do what Egyptian did?(don't answer my rethoric Q) Sometimes the poor people don’t even know where to find help. This is where a doctor roles come into play like sending the case for social department review, at least JKM will get noted about the family. Thanks God finally i know how it works here.

Do I know what philantrophist is?

First time i heard it was when i watched The Duke. It’s man’s magazine programe which cater my curiousity on how guys look fabulous. So it featured this guy named Dylan Wilk. Prince Charles lend him some money to start a business. Long story short he became the 9th richest man in England. After sometime he  get bored with Ferrari and all fancy stuff. Went to Phillipines to help poor people. There’s an organisation called Gawad Kalinga which provides safe home for poor and he started from there. Cool huh?! 

Dear Prince Charles, pls lend me some money for medical school :)

pisang goreng (fried banana)

salam alaykum readers,
terima kasih kerana singgah! pisang goreng cicah sambal kicap memang sedap. tempting gitu bila makan masakan kawan yang rajin memasak padahal niat asal nak tumpang solat je. tiba2 ada pisang goreng. dah joki nak buek camno...makan ajolah. jujurnya saya baru tahu orang johor, nogori dan sesetengah tempat di Malaysia makan pisang goreng cicah kicap. kalau org Trg makan pisang goreng cicah sos keropok saya sudah sedia maklum.


my fren is from nogori so ini resepi pisang goreng versi N9:
Batter:

1. tepung gandum + serbuk kunyit + garam +air- campur hingga dapat satu adunan yang sesuai untuk meliputi pisang, not too runny not too thick

pisang tanduk- potong serong2, ketebalan 1.5cm

Sambal Kicap:

kicap manis+ gula+ garam+ cili api+ bawang putih (sikit je mungkin 1/2 ulas just to taste)
Well, below are my first attempt to make her version of fried banana after been craving for it sumtime

part paling best ialah menggunakan pisang tanduk yang sudah masak ranum. sooo swheett!!. the sweetness from pisang tanduk complements the sambal kicap very well.

Batter (my mum's version):

1. tepung beras+ air+ air kapur sikit (supaya kriuk2 nya rangup ) + serbuk kunyit+ garam
2. my mum usually use pisang abu or pisang nangka.....it smells very fragrant

setelah makan pisang goreng versi Trg...Selangor dan nogori dapatlah disimpulkan sumenya sedap. yet you can't over indulge yourself with 'em everyday. i prefer to made 'em myself coz i dont have to worry about the oil. i prefer not to reuse oil for frying.....secret recipe to block the coronary artery is using low quality oil for frying and reuse them many times.

pisang goreng Terengganu: kerak2 halus dan berhabuk, kerak tu rmai suka makan cam nasi *used to be my style

pisang goreng S'ngor+nogori: keraknya rangup, melekat kat pisang je. ringan, xsekeras efek kerak tepung beras Trg. 

posting my convocation pic

Hari Konvokesyen merupakan antara titik bersejarah dalam hidup anda. Bayangkan setelah banyak insiden di jabatan akaun, tidur lewat untuk menyiapkan assignment coz your group members don't even have a sound mind to make a good-edited slide dan banyak lagi episod suka duka ketika tempoh mengerjakan ijazah pertama, akhirnya jubah itu berjaya disarungkan ke tubuhku!! Syukur Ya Allah


Sebenarnya entri ini mungkin sambungan sahaja daripada entri INI cuma part ambik gambar sakan lebih ditekankan di sini. Maklumlah kali pertama mengupah jurugambar professional. Team fotografer Adiksi ni sebenanrnya freelancer yang bertapak di Shah Alam. Oleh kerana konvo kami di MSU Shah Alam kami pun memilih Adiksi Arts, dahla dekat harga berpatutan pulak tu mereka pun sangat terbuka mendengar pendapat kami dan senang kira.


Untuk fotografi kumpulan ni sepatutnya 2 fotografer iaitu Apar dan Kodie buat photo shoot dengan kami..sungguh tiada rezeki hari itu tiba2 Kodie kena chickenpox. Hujan lebat melambatkan Apar untuk sampai di MSU. Alhamdulillah we still get to manage everything including the makcik who'd been telling us "Dah kena hantar jubah ni, kalau lambat kena hantar kat Batu Caves!!"cheapskate sguh la. tell me who made that cheapskating policy...UPM xde mcm ni tau.


Since tomorrow is CNY holiday and I'm still unwell it's good to have something that reminds me about one of the highest point in my life. Long story short....enjoy the pic. tell me what you think ;)

i remember we hired a photographer to superimpose my long gone brother to the picture coz we never had family pic taken

candid is cool...wonder how they keep responding to camera all the time

yup, a male subject definitely harmonize the pic well

descend from the sky

scholar throne

shud work on how to pose alone.....well that is typical me

foot that made the whole journey, no heights required

take your time

guardian and the angels

young and dangerous

Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee-Muhammad Ali

thanks for dropping by

my kind of intelligent

Currently I'm so into maskancil blogspot. She made a sound point and I know she's not making things up. Sometime i wish she could blog everyday coz i love reading 'em. This bullet below is taken from one of the entry about intelligence....i wish i could spend some money to buy '7 kind of smart' by Thomas Armstrong PH.D. But i remember the value of my money have shrink these days. I can't make a trip to salon yet to get my VB hair style and the f***ing Maxis mailed me a letter telling me that I have overdue RM181.45. After terminated my broadband they dont send me any bills (it explain that i am not related to 'em). suddenly after 5 months of peace they sent me bill + URGENT letter. wat a douchebag!

Author of the book said we have 7 type of intelligent so don't call people stupid just call 'em bloodsucker or any words that come across your mind.

1. linguistic Intelligence - kepintaran dalam penggunaan bahasa.
2. logical - Mathematical Intelligence - kepintaraan dalam matematik dan pemikiran logik.
3. Spatial Intelligence - kepintaran yang melibatkan berfikir dalam penggunaan simbol, gambar dan images.
4. Musical Intelligence - kepintaran dalam kebolehan menghargai dan menikmati irama dan melodi.
5. Bodily - kinesthetic - kepintaran mengawal fizikal diri seperti, ahli sukan, athletes dsb.
6. Interpersonal Intelligence - kepintaran dalam perhubungan antara manusia. 
7. Intrapersonal Intelligence - kepintaran dalam mengenali diri sendiri.

I agree that we can't force all children goes to medical school. We need different kind of intelligence to color this world, develop this nation to become more than a rhetoric nation that filled with slogan. For that, I should start by appreciating all nice people that leave a footprint in my life. They might not a people who are good with words or numbers or possessed a fortune. but some are genius (refering to my fellow classmates). whatever it is they still a person that have colored my life + I'm grateful for that.

After do some thinking while typing this I think my intelligence is on num 7. Num 1 is too much for me, num 2 is not used to described me (eventful maths classes), 3 is MAYBE, but num 4 to 6 is like a dream. Hey...tell me what's yours?

post-convo vanity: MSU convocation

been thinking about this entry for sometime. since this is my 2nd convocation i wud like to make it better than my diploma convocation.That day in UPM i came alone cause my dad got a meeting in Sarawak while mom have to pick my sis at school...the same day she got exam. with the grey robe & without the presence of my parents it was like the worst graduation ever.


i'm really excited about BMS convocation since i've joined mbbs programme accompanied by friends and a proud parents. nowadays my dad don't go for meeting anymore since he is retiring real soon. perfect time to bring family members together *my bro have left us for over 2.5 years now. So if you're graduating soon...pls be prepared so that you'll remembered as a great looking leng lui 靓女or leng zai 靓仔 for the rest of your life.


1. Outfit
-wear a comfortable clothing cause you definitely want to move around easily. i want to avoid flowy/complicated kind of dress so i just stick to my normal baju kurung with a revamp on fabric and colors. i haven't try baby pink and sulam so this time i'm givin it a try.
-don't forget this is malaysia, rain &bright sun throughout the year. next time, i might wanna bring a water proof beg to put my stuff, in case get encountered with puddles 
-remind me that i might need my shades for the photo shoot

2. Shoe
-i always want a comfortable heels. i saw clarks shoe in cosmopolitan magazine. but i can't fork out that amount of money for shoe alone.
-went to jusco to see what i can get with my rm60 jusco voucher+it's christmas sale that time
-after spending 2 hours looking for shoe i finally found this one. equally stylish and comfortable.
-for me this shoe kinda give me the K-pop feelings eventho i haven't visit Seoul yet :P
-it cost me about rm59 after less....yeayy! i get the only display unit left yar

3. Make up
-been practicing for some time with the mascara wand, brushes and different colors.
-i found a guru in youtube and that gives me some idea. currently i'm so into Lisa Eldridge...female make up artist understands female well. she also do the make up for Vogue magazine 

-heee.....my make up turn out ok


4. Photographer
-actually i'm just looking around kay's and found this entry. triggers me to hire an affordable photographer as possible coz i want a moment like this to be pictured perfect. so we have narrow down our diagnosis to Lembayung Senja and Adiksi Art. Since Adiksi based in Shah Alam.....they're HIRED by the panels of fellow friends. maybe i'm gonna do an entry about our photo shoot coz i smiled awkwardly + lots to talk about


I think that is pretty much it, mission accomplished.....hopefully the next graduation will get even better.

berkoyan2 tisu

hari ini kolam mata bertakung lagi. sedihnya memikirkan anak yang ke-3 dalam keluarga meninggal akibat kanser dan dimakamkan berdekatan nenda tercinta. Saya sedang memperkatakan persamaan antara almarhum adik saya dan blogger ini. semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atasnya. Beliau sesungguhnya mempunyai semangat yang kuat seperti aloi, menghadapi kesakitan di tempat yang asing nun jauh dari keluarga. Subhan'Allah.

Kanser adalah penyakit yang paling saya takuti. Ramai ahli keluarga telah meninggal kerananya(i probably have it in my gene).....kemoterapi bukan penyelesaian mutlak dan sungguh pun kitaran kemoterapi telah dihabiskan tiada jaminan kanser tidak akan kembali. Bak kata seorang pakar bedah pediatrik kota bharu......there's no 100% in medicine. Sebenarnya hidup ini penuh dengan ketidakpastian.

Getting the diagnosis
Curiosity and pain bring's you to the hospital. Sample taken, investigation done you'll ponder how's the outcome. Once the result is out you'll be so hysterical about the diagnosis.

Consenting treatment
Cancer treatment is known to be hard-core and aggressive. Nausea, loosing hair and look even sick. It's a moment when you need your loved ones to be around. You need a sister to cook your favorite food, bought a new comic and a mum that will fluff your pillow for you. Actually mom will choose not to be out of your sight. Others will come to your cubicle to make you feel merrier *it works.

Bounce back
when treatment course had finished and the few scan shows you are clear...everyone relieved. We pray so hard so that you won't catch cancer again.

Mets
I hate to hear it. It even more irritating when i have to write it on. Family is in denial and i wish i hadn't know much about medicine.

Closure
After I read the blog I think i time-traveled. Remembering the final days thinking what else can i do to make things better. Sometimes i'm angry about people who had taken too much of my time....coz my bro got no time.

this is just another day that teach me...don't procrastinate. oh my! assignments loaded.