Sunday, January 23, 2011

my kind of intelligent

Currently I'm so into maskancil blogspot. She made a sound point and I know she's not making things up. Sometime i wish she could blog everyday coz i love reading 'em. This bullet below is taken from one of the entry about intelligence....i wish i could spend some money to buy '7 kind of smart' by Thomas Armstrong PH.D. But i remember the value of my money have shrink these days. I can't make a trip to salon yet to get my VB hair style and the f***ing Maxis mailed me a letter telling me that I have overdue RM181.45. After terminated my broadband they dont send me any bills (it explain that i am not related to 'em). suddenly after 5 months of peace they sent me bill + URGENT letter. wat a douchebag!

Author of the book said we have 7 type of intelligent so don't call people stupid just call 'em bloodsucker or any words that come across your mind.
  1. linguistic Intelligence - kepintaran dalam penggunaan bahasa.
  2. logical - Mathematical Intelligence - kepintaraan dalam matematik dan pemikiran logik.
  3. Spatial Intelligence - kepintaran yang melibatkan berfikir dalam penggunaan simbol, gambar dan images.
  4. Musical Intelligence - kepintaran dalam kebolehan menghargai dan menikmati irama dan melodi.
  5. Bodily - kinesthetic - kepintaran mengawal fizikal diri seperti, ahli sukan, athletes dsb.
  6. Interpersonal Intelligence - kepintaran dalam perhubungan antara manusia. 
  7. Intrapersonal Intelligence - kepintaran dalam mengenali diri sendiri.
I agree that we can't force all children goes to medical school. We need different kind of intelligence to color this world, develop this nation to become more than a rhetoric nation that filled with slogan. For that, I should start by appreciating all nice people that leave a footprint in my life. They might not a people who are good with words or numbers or possessed a fortune. but some are genius (refering to my fellow classmates). whatever it is they still a person that have colored my life + I'm grateful for that.

After do some thinking while typing this I think my intelligence is on num 7. Num 1 is too much for me, num 2 is not used to described me (eventful maths classes), 3 is MAYBE, but num 4 to 6 is like a dream. Hey...tell me what's yours?

post-convo vanity: MSU convocation

been thinking about this entry for sometime. since this is my 2nd convocation i wud like to make it better than my diploma convocation.That day in UPM i came alone cause my dad got a meeting in Sarawak while mom have to pick my sis at school...the same day she got exam. with the grey robe & without the presence of my parents it was like the worst graduation ever.

i'm really excited about BMS convocation since i've joined mbbs programme accompanied by friends and a proud parents. nowadays my dad don't go for meeting anymore since he is retiring real soon. perfect time to bring family members together *my bro have left us for over 2.5 years now. So if you're graduating soon...pls be prepared so that you'll remembered as a great looking leng lui 靓女or leng zai 靓仔 for the rest of your life.

1. Outfit
-wear a comfortable clothing cause you definitely want to move around easily. i want to avoid flowy/complicated kind of dress so i just stick to my normal baju kurung with a revamp on fabric and colors. i haven't try baby pink and sulam so this time i'm givin it a try.
-don't forget this is malaysia, rain &bright sun throughout the year. next time, i might wanna bring a water proof beg to put my stuff, in case get encountered with puddles 
-remind me that i might need my shades for the photo shoot

2. Shoe
-i always want a comfortable heels. i saw clarks shoe in cosmopolitan magazine. but i can't fork out that amount of money for shoe alone.
-went to jusco to see what i can get with my rm60 jusco voucher+it's christmas sale that time
-after spending 2 hours looking for shoe i finally found this one. equally stylish and comfortable.
-for me this shoe kinda give me the K-pop feelings eventho i haven't visit Seoul yet :P
-it cost me about rm59 after less....yeayy! i get the only display unit left yar

3. Make up
-been practicing for some time with the mascara wand, brushes and different colors.
-i found a guru in youtube and that gives me some idea. currently i'm so into Lisa Eldridge...female make up artist understands female well. she also do the make up for Vogue magazine make up turn out ok

4. Photographer
-actually i'm just looking around kay's and found this entry. triggers me to hire an affordable photographer as possible coz i want a moment like this to be pictured perfect. so we have narrow down our diagnosis to Lembayung Senja and Adiksi Art. Since Adiksi based in Shah Alam.....they're HIRED by the panels of fellow friends. maybe i'm gonna do an entry about our photo shoot coz i smiled awkwardly + lots to talk about

I think that is pretty much it, mission accomplished.....hopefully the next graduation will get even better.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

berkoyan2 tisu

hari ini kolam mata bertakung lagi. sedihnya memikirkan anak yang ke-3 dalam keluarga meninggal akibat kanser dan dimakamkan berdekatan nenda tercinta. Saya sedang memperkatakan persamaan antara almarhum adik saya dan blogger ini. semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atasnya. Beliau sesungguhnya mempunyai semangat yang kuat seperti aloi, menghadapi kesakitan di tempat yang asing nun jauh dari keluarga. Subhan'Allah.

Kanser adalah penyakit yang paling saya takuti. Ramai ahli keluarga telah meninggal kerananya(i probably have it in my gene).....kemoterapi bukan penyelesaian mutlak dan sungguh pun kitaran kemoterapi telah dihabiskan tiada jaminan kanser tidak akan kembali. Bak kata seorang pakar bedah pediatrik kota bharu......there's no 100% in medicine. Sebenarnya hidup ini penuh dengan ketidakpastian.

Getting the diagnosis
Curiosity and pain bring's you to the hospital. Sample taken, investigation done you'll ponder how's the outcome. Once the result is out you'll be so hysterical about the diagnosis.

Consenting treatment
Cancer treatment is known to be hard-core and aggressive. Nausea, loosing hair and look even sick. It's a moment when you need your loved ones to be around. You need a sister to cook your favorite food, bought a new comic and a mum that will fluff your pillow for you. Actually mom will choose not to be out of your sight. Others will come to your cubicle to make you feel merrier *it works.

Bounce back
when treatment course had finished and the few scan shows you are clear...everyone relieved. We pray so hard so that you won't catch cancer again.

I hate to hear it. It even more irritating when i have to write it on. Family is in denial and i wish i hadn't know much about medicine.

After I read the blog I think i time-traveled. Remembering the final days thinking what else can i do to make things better. Sometimes i'm angry about people who had taken too much of my time....coz my bro got no time.

this is just another day that teach me...don't procrastinate. oh my! assignments loaded.