Friday, November 25, 2011

pohon yang berbuah dan memberi manfaat

Bila terlihat kelibat seseorang yang pangkatnya lebih tinggi namun sangat merendah diri...... Subhanallah mohon agar diri ini tergolong dalam golongan tersebut. Beriman, berilmu dan memberi manfaat kepada orang lain. Peristiwa di surau, seorang doktor pakar membersihkan tempat lalu air wudhuk tatkala beliau baru nak berwudhuk. Perasaan...tidak boleh digambarkan dengan kata2. Melihatkan orang yang solat 5 waktu sehari semalam, tidak merasakan dirinya besar: saya tahu beliau tidak akan berbuat yang tidak2. Saya tahu bahawa kejayaannya sekarang adalah kerana keberkatan dan kerana redha Allah.

Prof Muhaya pernah berpesan, kalau tatkala kita mendengar kebaikan dan rasa mahu menerimanya itu tandanya kita mendapat hidayah. Hidayah tidak dapat dilihat tetapi boleh dirasa. Walaupun tidak tahu solat hari ini khusyuk atau tidak, tudung yang dipakai hari ini 100% kerana Allah atau tidak.....ayuh kita terus berbuat kebaikan tanpa jemu kerana Allah berfirman "Aku adalah seperti sangkaan kamu" 

I juse found my fav tazkirah during Ramadhan "Fattabiouni"...aired on tv al-hijrah now on youtube. After a long day and listen to soul warming speech I feel blessed. I love how ustaz explain things. So calm and affective

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

take me home Country Roads

I purposely do some research through net after i heard a psychiatric patient sing this song. Gotcha! No matter sane or not, we are granted the same feeling. ouhh take me home momma 

Almost heaven, West Virginia

Blue Ridge Mountains
Shenandoah River -
Life is old there
Older than the trees
Younger than the mountains
Growin like a breeze

Country Roads, take me home
To the place I belong
West Virginia, mountain momma
Take me home, country roads

All my memories gathered round her
Miners lady, stranger to blue water
Dark and dusty, painted on the sky
Misty taste of moonshine
Teardrops in my eye

Country Roads, take me home
To the place I belong
West Virginia, mountain momma
Take me home, country roads

I hear her voice
In the mornin hour she calls me
The radio reminds me of my home far away
And drivin down the road I get a feelin
That I should have been home yesterday, yesterday

Country Roads, take me home
To the place I belong
West Virginia, mountain momma
Take me home, country roads

Country Roads, take me home
To the place I belong
West Virginia, mountain momma
Take me home, country roads
Take me home, now country roads
Take me home, now country roads
Words and Music by Bill Danoff, Taffy Nivert and John Denver

you are so're already home

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Dont turn away

Pheww i dont know why but i feel blessed lately especially today. Theres a time people seems to give you hard time and all your effort are like flushed down the toilet. I just wanna say keep toiling your effort cause if you've tried hard enough then you should be grateful that God had given you an opportunity to prove yourself.
posted by a friend & i keep this as my wallpaper. source HERE
We are who we think we are
when people giving you hard time just think:

  • i can do this, i know what was i thinking, think for success, then a good outcome will be yours
  • pity people who dont know how to make others happy
  • you still have to be happy cause you know how was it like to live your live without being uptight(again it depends on how you define happy life)

I rant my life as great when i have the best of both worlds, dunia wal akhirah. Workaholic is not my virtue, prof muhaya also on the same page as me. I dont think workaholic would live long. I want to be remembered as a people's people with good words, good energy and makes others happy. Yeah i count family, friends, workout and backyard chicken in my circle of happiness

my accomplishment today:done working out, i eat complex carbo for dinner (boiled sweet potato) and i read few topics. Best of all i know i'm not a loser.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

penyelesaian kepada lebuhraya yang tak siap2

Tengah2 tulis case write up uterine fibroid ada hati kau membebel di sini. Yelah, laluan keretapi merentas Eropah dah lama siap.Siap dengan jayanya, keretapi pulak selesa. Dang....ada highway lagi,arrghh histeria lebuhraya pantai timur pending. Menurut seorang surgeon yang kutuk i naik keretapi Wakaf Baru-Kuala Lumpur....keselesaan keretapi di UK boleh diibaratkan aliran air kencing yang lurus...xde overshoot.

Dek kerana rindukan keluarga yang jauh dimata namun dekat dihati berangan2lah cik eva kot2terjumpa doraemon dalam mimpi boleh tolong siapkan cwu uterine fibroid (tgal bahagian discussion sajork). Lepas tu nak minta pinjam pintu ke mana sahaja. Nak balik kampung jap cubit2 pipi adik. Makan kenduri ayah long sat....tapau gulai kambing. Nanti kita pegi lecture pukul 7 am. Deal??

oklah, kalau takut teralit di rumah apa kata kita naik je kereta back to the future. gerenti sempat pegi kelas dr.hamidah

Bas? nate gapo tu? hatta tiket kapal terbang pun tak payah fikir

Monday, November 7, 2011

pumpkin potage & beefy treats

It’s been 6 weeks abstinence from cooking. This is what OnG department had done to me. My apron is gotten all stringy with spider web. One magic matador sway and the web go away. I love pumpkin. Pumpkin on a rainy day… pumpkin on holiday…it doesn’t matter. Savory pumpkin potage is good to keep you warm but next time I want to make it sweet. Perhaps a pie.

please do visit cooking with the dog. The videos are neat and well produced. Francis and the chef are never fail to make my mouth water.
i omit whipping cream, consistency not so heavenly
macam iklan kopitiam gittew
Red bean ice cream to satisfy sweet tooth. Dessert sorted.

inspired by cookingwiththedog
Aussie beef je yang ada kat Giant, daging lembu tempatan dah kne korban

Saturday, November 5, 2011

selamat hari raya eiduladha

I heard my neighbour are all excited about having family over (indicated by the noise), all friends are updating fb status about great food.Tonnes of happiness indicator detected. I guess this will be it...spend eid writing case write up and starting a soft diet (nothing beefy). This might not be the best way to spend eid but its a sacrifice. Doing what i had to do is better than just whining.

I will pray that Malaysia will be a better place to live, a better place to put my effort and may all muslim will realize that we need to sacrifice in order to have a better place in dunia wal akhirah. Now i leave you with a food for the soul []
a good way to understand:


  • The Compassionate, The Beneficent, The One who has plenty of mercy for the believers and the blasphemers in this world and especially for the believers in the hereafter.

  • Ar-Raheem

  • The Merciful, The One who has plenty of mercy for the believers.

  • foxhole

    I've been in OnG department for about 5 weeks now. Generally i can say our country provides a good care to the people if its not the best. At least the public hospital wont turn the patient away. they'll manage as best as they could. The vid about maternal mortality in sierra leone worries me. If appointed gov cant take care of the people then there's nothing much the people can do. Poor people doesnt have a choice except going after an untrained personnel. The healthcare personnel doesnt have a choice except leaving the country for a paid job outside. Cant blame them either coz they also have a mouth to feed. The most potent solution is a strong political will by a good politician. Are there any good politician left on this earth?

    pls watch Blood Diamond. Humanely in love

    Friday, November 4, 2011

    Successor to the Throne

    Credit to Some quotes were taken there
    how starfish rise?

    inspiration must come at the right time coz i need a moment to strategize- farahAJ
    With time even a bear can learn to dance. ~ Yiddish Proverb
    Rome wasn't built in a day

    Confidence is a very fragile thing.~ Joe Montana
    You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the thing which you think you cannot do.~ Eleanor Roosevelt *yeah if i didnt work well enough i cant feel it then

    The longer the way, the more tired the man. ~ French ProverbThe tiredness of the body is the health of the soul. ~ French Proverb
    To be a star, you must shine your own light, follow your own path, and don’t worry about the darkness, for that is when the stars shine brightest. ~ Author Unknown

    Thursday, November 3, 2011

    tormented after a fall

    I was online every single day but I just learnt Gadaffi passing yesterday. Seem online but actually shutting the world out because I choose to. I don’t know much about Gadaffi but I know that my dear lecturer went to the best medical school in Tripoli without paying a single cents. Anyway I still wonder what makes him served in Canada for few years. Holding on to power for too long obviously will change or policy.
    Clearly I'm not well physically and mentally. I severe the ties with company with bad customer service and dysmenorrhea has slowed me down. I got seminars and case write up pilling up in my list. Today I felt pain in my arm. Since it can move I know the nerve is intact, bone intact, no skin changes. The pain might be caused by soft tissue injury.

    A day ago I fell in the bathroom. Fell with an out stretched hand and butt landed nicely (glad I wasn’t pregnant). If I can slow-mo the fall like The Matrix I swear during the fall I muttered “ouh arm...pls dont be broken” Can you imagine me driving a car or palpating abdomen with one hand wrap in a POP cast? yeah, I doubt that too.

    I love Fright Night; the vampire is too tasty. Don't need an invitation if there's no house.
    I was about to fall during bedside teaching. No wonder i feel so crappy "Your face got zombified" a friend said.