game called life

I get hooked to a TV series (like i never did that before) called The Big C. Aint talking about a C cup but another fear of healthy human being..the C-cancer. It's about a struggle of a mom/ teacher being diagnosed with melanoma stage 4 and she doesnt have the gut to tell her husband or son. So with that a very limited time she was treated like crap (well i feel so telling 'em "cut the crap...she's dying"). Anyway I'm kinda pissed coz astro keep changing the showtime and i nearly miss the series.

If I have a limited time I wish I could see this world are getting better (no traffic jams, no littering, no cigarette smoke, no vulgar words- maybe that is too heavenly), surrounded with people that i love and care for me and no worries about getting to the other world. I love the drama opening....swimming in a pool. So refreshing!

Game Called Life- The Leftover Cuties
It's so hard to turn your life over
Step out of your comfort zone
It's so hard to choose one direction
When your future is unknown

Is this some kind of a joke, will someone wake me up soon?
And tell me this was just a game we played, called life.

Are we, are we all really slaves?
By the hands of ourselves
Did I really make all of those mistakes?
Am I really getting older?
Then why do I feel so lost?

Is this some kind of a joke, will someone wake me up soon?
And tell me this was just a game we played, called life.

And at the end of the road, is there someone waiting?
Do I get a medal for surviving this long?

Is this some kind of a joke, will someone wake me up soon?
And tell me this was just a game we played, called life.

Is this some kind of a joke, will someone wake me up soon?
And tell me this was just a game we played, called life.